Ged. 1986 - 2013
sorry for using my tumblr as sad therapy actually i’m not really sorry just tumblr saviour me or unfollow you nut
hi internet, sorry for the radio silence the last week or so.
for those of you that don’t already know, not last Friday but the one before my brother gerard killed himself. i’m not ready to go into details, but it’s been the worst week (and a bit) of my life. i’m currently vascillating between angry, sad, cold, worried, stressed, neurotic, nauseous and exhausted. with a side of concern for my sisters and my dad who I had not seen break down and cry my whole life until this week.
as with most terrible things in life these sort of events really bring out the kindness of people and I have been really lucky to have been looked after and hugged silly this week by my friends and family and workmates.
but i’m trying to make sense of this horrible thing and grieve and be strong all at the same time and it’s hard, hard work so for those of you who know me IRL I’m sorry if I tune out for a bit and am not myself and for those of you who know me on the internet if I just post sad songs for the next little while it’s okay, I will be okay I promise i’ve just got some stuff to sort through.